Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Lash Fantasy 2

This is one more macro flick that caught my attention... notice the water droplet... crystal clear...

and the blue filter rocks !!

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

What Will Tomorrow Bring?


What Will Tomorrow Bring?
Originally uploaded by artofgold.
This is such a great flick... it depicts longingness... lost love.. the effect that distance has on inseparable souls... amazing piece of art n photography...

Lash Fantasy !!


Missing you...
Originally uploaded by BidWiya.
What a flick...

One of the best ive seen of late...

The focus is perfect and the lighting is awesome.... great lens shud say...

Down Memory Lane

Well saw this snap on anand's flickr account...

It felt like one of those days at SKY...or in CEL room where we a group of six people would be discussing jus like the others in the lawns... but topics way ahead of time... making plans... creating brands... making rules...sometimes breaking them... cursing faculty... creating programs... scheduling entrepreneur meets... what not...

it was an awesome three yrs at CEL...

what a nostalgia....

Thursday, August 25, 2005

rotating algorithm cipher....

well this is something I came up when I was pissed drunk last weekend. I know it might sound greek n latin... but ive tried to simplify the algorithm.

imagine a set of encryption algorithms say {a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i}

Lets assume there is a master program that would execute one or more of these algorithms.

assume a disc... let a,b,c sit on the disc. let there be another disc. let d,e,f sit on that one. let there be a third disc. let g,h,i sit on the third disc.

lets say D is the data to be encrypted.

let at time t=0 let disc one start to rotate(whcih means the master program would keep executing algos a,b,c in a time varying fashion)(i could make things complex by including a statement that let the time be influenced by a function...but lets leave it as it is)

lets say after time t = 10 the disc two starts rotatiung ano0ng with disc one. now the maser program operates on the data with two algos... i mean a,e... b,f.. c,g...and so one depending on the relative positions of these discs....

similarly let the third disc also start rotating after say time t = 20 and then the master program would play with 3 algos at a time..one from disc one....two from disc 2 and the third form disc 3...

so the data would be time varying...encryption would become time varying...and the decryptor...first has to knwo about the configuration of the discs... and then synchronize his disc with the encryptors disc... and finally decrpyt the data.


Remember...

each algorithm has its own keys and operational complexities...

this is what i call a rotating algorithm cipher...

end of it.... i cant think where i started ;)

Monday, August 08, 2005

Complex human mind and the existence theory

Have you ever wondered how powerful your brain is. I mean i personally keep wondering about it all the time. Although I am not an biology expert, I always keep thinking of the algorithms that make you live.

I prefer calling them the survival algorithms. I would like to categorize them very broadly as Learning algorithms, Recognition algorithms,and interpretation algorithms.

I am actually surprised at the power of the human mind. Although Scientists all over the world have proposed theories about various aspects of perception..thought...and what not. I would like to give my view on the entire human existence which would probably link the spiritual aspect...(those that were believed to exist ) and the scientific aspect (those that have been proved to exist).

I believe that all creatures on this earth follow a particular equation. And one firm thought is that the number of organisms in this world has always been constant. Well yes i know what ur thinking...your thinking i am a fool..well let me explain. I feel that when the world came into existence there was soemthing that happened that triggered the first living organisms on this planet. and then this kept on growing for ages till it attained a saturation point. Now from that point onwards the number of living organisms have been constant.

Well i dont have statistics to prove that these many tigers dies last year and these many babies were born...and also i would like to leave the part before number of organisms on this planet attained saturation to the other creative thinkers in this world to prove.

See each species has its own characteristics.. its own abitlities , its own communication protocols...its own way of survival. But there is one thing thats common to all species...thats life...let us for now assume its some kind of a battery that powers the entire living system. Let us assume that life is a horizontal in the living systems structural hierarchy. And all species are verticals.

My theory is that the species live a life...and then shift to some other organism and continue to live their life. the mind has various layers. the first layer would be that of the present life. your entire functional system would use this layer for all its data access and decision making. This is the layer that has helped you learn recognize and survive. this is the layer that you realize when you are concious. Now below that is the sub concious which you will not be able to relate to. but some triggers and commans and signals keep arrving from the sub concious to the concious person. none of us speak it out..we just call them intution.

I also believe that by some techniques you could definitely access the sub concious layer. below the subconcious layer is the most protected and guarded layer access to which is not easy. this is the layer that has information on past lives. Our human mind knows everything. We are not sure how to access this data. Although few techniques like hypnotism and regression have proved that this layer of the brain could be accessed.

I also believe that when you die, they say that the soul has left the body. In the sense I would like to put it as the soul( the battery) has been removed from the system and now it exists some where else with the memory of your life zipped...compressed...encrypted..and kept into the sub councious alyer of some other living organism in the world. But remember it exists !!

...to be continued

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

The best blog I ever came across

For a person to believe it you gotta go n see it for ur self..

My favourite blog

So many secrets...so many feelings...so much of hatred...love..pain ..pleasure and sorrow in this world

Let love go - R.L.Stevenson

Let love go, if go she will.
Seek not, O fool, her wanton flight to stay.
Of all she gives and takes away
The best remains behind her still.

The best remains behind; in vain
Joy she may give and take again,
Joy she may take and leave us pain,
If yet she leave behind
The constant mind
To meet all fortunes nobly, to endure
All things with a good heart, and still be pure,
Still to be foremost in the foremost cause,
And still be worthy of the love that was.
Love coming is omnipotent indeed,
But not Love going. Let her go. The seed
Springs in the favouring Summer air, and grows,
And waxes strong; and when the Summer goes,
Remains, a perfect tree.

Joy she may give and take again,
Joy she may take and leave us pain.
O Love, and what care we?
For one thing thou hast given, O Love, one thing
Is ours that nothing can remove;
And as the King discrowned is still a King,
The unhappy lover still preserves his love.

Monday, July 18, 2005

BullShit !!

Whats happening right now in flex in fronta my eyes is a dude who's been crapping about WCDMA and reciever design for the last few hrs...its bugging...getting on my nerves...well yahoo messenger blocked...so no chat happening...

well i guess this is what you could probably call net stuck..!!

when ur not sure what to do...you hop on the internet...but u cant stop browsing coz you know for sure that ur gonna crash off soon...

Double trouble.....

why bullshit...coz thats what it is...

Jst a thought.... is it possble that tansen could have actually created fire with raag deepak...may be chaos theory and acoustic analysis could probably prove that the engery geneated by a group of artists singing raag deepak gets focussed onto a point where the lamp as kep...still maybe...is it possible...im not sure..

is it possible that chaos theory could explain raag amrithavarshini / raag malhar...that was supposed to bring rain...a myth?? may be not...let see...just a thought

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

What would make you happy?

This is a question which someone asked me when they conducted the art of living workshop. What a question to ask. Initially i thought he was a fool to ask me such a question. But it was only when i started to think of an answer was i able to understand that im not able to giver him a complete answer.

Well what makes you happy...

few answers i thought

1. When i see food/ water when im hungry or thirsty

2. when i see an inocent baby smile.

3, Drive a BMW/Ferari

4. Start and run an empire

5. good food...

6. amazing wines

7. beautiful girls...

8. A good movie

9. ....well the list goes on...


Can anyone think of what makes thme happy.....

i still dunno what makes me happy ;)

Thoughts

well im in a telecom training session with some guy blabbering about
GSM networks in a high tech building of flextronics bangalore. Mailing from a comp where i got illegal access to internet.

life in bangalore is fine. Seems like pretty boring. Life is becoming very monotonous with no enthu.

Traffic in bangalore is really hectic.

Today was a day filled with frustrations. Had a fight with my cab driver. Found out that i did not have enuf cash to go by auto. No ATM in tyhe vicinity. Autorichshaw drivers refusing to come to my office as it is almost at the end of bangalore.

Finally reached office by paying 1.5 times the charge.

Certain places in bangalore wqhere i luv spoending time...

1. Barrista leela palace.

2. Purple Haze.

3. Dinner at three quarter chinese.

4. Night travelling in bangalore.

PLace to visit next month......

Coorg

Will try to do loads of things..

1. Expand gyanodhaya(its a charitable trust started to aid those who cannord affor education) to BITSAA

2. Join a play troupe...i cant stay without it.

3. Learn french (well that wud not start before sep1)

ntohing more to write

thoughts....i cud not relate what i wrote ....

but jus felt like it...



2.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Is Astrology true?

This is an issue i've been wondering ever since I saw what they call "panchangam" in our communities. Its a chart that has all the planetary positions at the instant u were born. Based on that astrologers could fortell the way ur life is gonna shape. Well at first thought i would say this is absurd. But looking at the things written and the way things have shaped, anyone in my position would say its true.

If astrologers know how that planetary positions affect the way you live, what have scientists done about it. These scientists have tried to verify the astrologers' claim and i guess the reason they're keeping quiet is that probably even they believe in it. I would like to asociate a different angle to it. If planetary forces control human existence on planet earth why havent we been able to relate it as to how. What is the missing element?

Why is match-making so popular? How do they try to associate two charts and speak of its compatibility? does it mean that the entire human race is bound by certain patterns of life formed by the permutations and combinations of the planetary positions?

The worst thing that happened off late was this - my parents tried something known as the "olai chuvadi" or rather " naadi josiyam". All you have to do is that you give ur thumb imprssion and name. and based on that the person would pick up an olai chuvadi (for those who dont know what olai chuvadi is...these are ancients writings on leaves about lots of things) and well guess what....its written in that as to what my grand ma's name is...what my grandpa's name is...and plus loads of stuff about my entire family. And you wouldnt believe it...RECORDS OF PREVIOUS BIRTHS...now this is something i did not believe. But somebody gimme a reason why I should not.

Is my life based on the patterns formewd on my thumb. Have these patterns got to do anything with the planetary positions?

I am still not convinced...

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Random shapes in void space

I do not know why I'm bloggin today...despite the fact that neuron sucks bigtime and i woved id never blog while at bits...the fact still remains...i am bloggging today.

Gazing at the stars few minutes back...the entire incident flashed in front of his eyes...certain words certain people uttered...certain things that just flashed .the things he had achiheved...the nights he slept in a 10* 10 ft room....was he a failure or was he not...a question that kept racing in his mind...his creation was in front of him...he cherished what he saw..loved it...but something in him said that the child was heading in the wrong direction...he had to do something...he spoke...spoke like he had never spoken before....convinced that the mindset was changed...time passed....he was about to leave...it was time he handed over his child to someone...he trusted them..he liked them...he never told them he did..he never told them he admired them...but he cherished at the way they took care of his child...that was him...finally the day came when they said goodbye...the moment was nostalgic.,..evry moment he spent with the child flashed in front of his eyes....the day when it started walking...the day when the baby wanted to run...the days when we carried it on our shoulders....the baby was rich...it had loads of money...and also people who wanted to take care of the baby jus for the money...we never cared...we loved the kid...for what it was...we wanted to keep the kid away from all these people who wud bring the kid to shame...its probably my last word ill be speaking to the child in person...

I just have two words to say...

Stand Tall

Monday, January 24, 2005

DW Auditions

well the dance fever is on in the psenti semites bhawans...and people have started to practice for their auditioons foir the Dance workshop...well this time the instructors are disha...harshini..Ebby and vamshi...

our wing danced for aadadha aatam ellam...then a song from 7G...then we danced to the song from kaadal kondaen....market dance...then went on to do dapaangoothu...

it was amzing fun...and the auditions went 0on well...

well, the results are to be announced in a days time...ita bits going on...my PTM sessions have started...well im beginning to get busier by the day

more later,

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Campus Interviews...

Well I know I have not been blogging enough but well there is a reason to it. I need to have some content and Neuron was damn slow.

This season the campus scenario was not as good as last sem. The comapnies like TCS and INFY which were the hopes of getting into the software industry for many civil chemical and mech students took only 24 and 15 students respectively. basically because of corporate ego clash. Wipro was gien the slot before these two companies and they took 115.

loads of other companies also came and took 1/2/3/4/5 whatever..and ORACLE took 15 people. Well on a personal front the first company i attended was TI..and the apti was literally a bits digi and analog quiz with negative marking and hence explains the reason i didnt get shortlisted..plus i didnt have the X factor(CGPA >9.0)...well the next company i wrote was HUGHES...I had 1.5 Hr of techincal interview. It was awesome. finally made it into huges.

Waiting for the second round to begin.

Psenti sem...live life king size

Morning 4.00 A.M : Goto Sleep

10.30 A.M : Wake up.

11.00 A.M : Chai and sam chat at nagar redi.

11.30 A.M : Visit Campyus placement board and gather campus placement news.

12.30 A.M : Lunch at VKB

1.30 P.M : Volley ball / cricket /football

3.00 P.M : Crash

5.30 P.M : wake up and take a bath

6.30 P.M : dinner (winter timings)

7.30 P.M : land in cnot

10.30 PM : Popcorn and return to bhawan.

11.00 P.M : Lacha about days proceedings.

12.30 a.M : ANC fried maggi and popcorn again

1.30 a.M : final meal of the day ( first yearitres)

3.00 A.M : Neuron movie download for next day.


...Well I guess every bitsian will have to go through this phase in his bitsian life. It is when you have time and do not know what to do of it. you have friends but you have already discussed every possible topic and still find ways to put ENTHU. When you are suddenly reminded of classes going on in the institute and about the registered project when the prof sends a word through a third yearite.

All I can say is...

Heaven


Psenti sem...live life king size

Morning 4.00 A.M : Goto Sleep

10.30 A.M : Wake up.

11.00 A.M : Chai and sam chat at nagar redi.

11.30 A.M : Visit Campyus placement board and gather campus placement news.

12.30 A.M : Lunch at VKB

1.30 P.M : Volley ball / cricket /football

3.00 P.M : Crash

5.30 P.M : wake up and take a bath

6.30 P.M : dinner (winter timings)

7.30 P.M : land in cnot

10.30 PM : Popcorn and return to bhawan.

11.00 P.M : Lacha about days proceedings.

12.30 a.M : ANC fried maggi and popcorn again

1.30 a.M : final meal of the day ( first yearitres)

3.00 A.M : Neuron movie download for next day.


...Well I guess every bitsian will have to go through this phase in his bitsian life. It is when you have time and do not know what to do of it. you have friends but you have already discussed every possible topic and still find ways to put ENTHU. When you are suddenly reminded of classes going on in the institute and about the registered project when the prof sends a word through a third yearite.

All I can say is...

Heaven


Thursday, January 06, 2005

Home in the middle of a Desert !

Finally I'm back blogging ....the difference is ...I'm not sitting in a room full of cabins genterated by partitions with computers all around me...but in a small 9 ft * 13 ft room in the first floor of a fifty year old building ...the room door remains open with the early mroning sunshine making the world a lot brighter and netter place ti live...

Yes I'm back in pilani...and it feels wonderful...although the transition from the streets of bangalore and the high tech buildings to streets of pilani and old buildings...has affected me a bit...i really dont bother about it ....i feel im back to my student life...and the best part in a bitsian ;life my Psenti-Sem...yetserday I was figuring out courses to do this sem...well i took four...OOP, IP, SAPM and one more new course called Global business technology and knowledge sharing ...

Today morning I feel as is i have all the time in the world ...but not much to write...but im definitely gonna be bloggin more ....

Nagarji...ek chai plz...and im off